Hi everyone.. hope u guys doin' well..=)
To be honest this is not a good day 4 me, so i decide to write down something (ini msh jm kerja pdhl.. my bad --")
The topic is... as u can see the title above...
Sometime i just wondered, what does it takes to love someone....
Well, last night something unexpected occured to one of my most beloved person in the world (female, yes)
I just found out that someone hurt her.. literally... what DOES MATTER is not the jerk that hurt her... but someone she love that DID NOT even move when she's been hurt... (he's right beside her lohhhhh!!)
I'm totally pissed off when i heard about it.. i know them for my entire life, i know what kind of person he is.. but never crossed on my mind that he wouldn't defend her when someone did something wrong....
If it was me, i would do anything to defend her, defend someone i love no matter what it takes, even if i failed, at least i've showed how much i care about her... no matter if in the end i might get hurt...
The worst thing is he's trying to find some excuse to defend himself...(what a selfish, can u just apologize??) No matter what the reason is, nothing will justify his action by did nothing to defend her...
I understand perfectly how her feel right now... angry, disappointed, and sad... i would feel the same way too if i was her...(ya iya lah, apalagi it comes from someone u love most...)
Regarding him... i dont even know what's on his mind by did nothing back then... ga ngapa2in aja udah salah, trus pake cari excuse for justify what he did.. Geez, how old are u mister...? Don't u have at least a little grateful of every precious things u have? Then again.., apa salahnya do something right just to defend her...?
And sadly, she's willing to do anything for him loh, no matter how tiring it is, or how people will badmouthing her.. she still stand on for his sake...(such love exist!) God, how i wish to slap u myself, mister!!
(Ok, i should stop talking about him, i started to feel angry..)
For me, when it comes to someone i love.. i'm willing to give my all.. and yes.. i did back then.. eventhough it didn't work out, but at least i know what i did is right..
Sometime i just wondering, after someone entered into the next step of relationship, where's all the sweet things gone...? they become careless of each other... even sometime shouting at each other (apa masa pacaran doank yah byk manisnya.. kalo gt pacaran aj, ga usah married.. happy always kan?)
Ok.. i still feel angry...
Perhaps only when u loose something that you'll realize how precious it is...
Drama~ drama... life is such a drama...
Sorry for all the whines guys... hopefully everything will be better today
Hope u guys have a nice day =D
